It's been one month

since Bryce was born and it feels like it was just the other day. Time has gone by so fast, I wish it would slow down. He has gotten so big and is so alert. I just sit and look at him and I am amazed. I can't believe when I found out I was pregnant I was aggravated at the thought. I prayed and prayed and said God I know you know whats best and your plans are always right but I thought we had a plan. I thought you and I decided you would give us a little one after the first of the year. And I knew right there was my mistake the you and I in the last sentence. It's all about Him and His plans. I thought God would help me finish my nursing degree (which he did just not the way I thought he was going to do it) and I felt that he was telling me February, February is when we should try for for a baby. Well I got that all wrong. February was when we would have a baby. Isn't weird how we mix up the messages God sends us. Instead of just listening to what he is saying we try to put our own thoughts and interpretations in the message and we get it all wrong because deep down we analyze what we want not what God has planned for us. Sorry for the rambling on but God just amazes me!